All my
worldly possessions either in my car or packed away in boxes, and with my pack
on my back and walking stick in my hand, I told my family, "I'm going on an
adventure."
Yesterday I got the letter:
I must say that I have mixed emotions about this. Part of me really wanted to get denied admittance, but the other part of my wanted to be accepted. I have been telling people that I am planning on going, but only if I got accepted (duh); but if I didn't then I would stay here. I was almost hoping that I wouldn't get accepted so that I could stay here. But I think I will go. My stuff is already packed and this will give me the college I need to come back to Oregon ready to work with CEF(if this sounds like I'm still trying to convenience myself, it is). Please pray for me, that I will be at peace with leaving my friends and church family for a while. Also pray that I will be a good worker and earn the funds I need to make it through school. Also pray for wisdom on what to do when I am done. And pray for my mental health...Just kidding, but seriously. Thanks.
